Day 1 - Boxing day

I want somewhere to write down my thoughts and feelings on planning for my 3rd baby. I know women have babies all the time, but each time i have. It's more special then the last time. It's like having christmas 2 days on the trot.

I got my period yesterday, I was ok about it knowing that the last month didnt count as me and tommo were so ill im surprised we did the deed at all.

But were on 1st day now of cycle and I hope this is the month that I do get pregnant as this TTC is hard work, with the charting, temping, checking cervical postion and then poas to check for ovulation. Mad.

Day 1 - 2nd day of af, heavy red. Headachey, tired.