Day 5

Another tough day here, feeling a little depressed, tired - very short with the kids again but i think thats down to my state of mind rather then my cycle.

Not much to report - except that im not sure i mentioned my cervix was getting high again yesterday.
Havent checked it yet - sigh i will when i get time today honestly.

Day 4

Better blog while i am on! I feel im having a ok morning as far as it goes - the christmas tree and decorations are down and things feel a bit more normal. Amazingly my son and daughters screaming seems to have calmed though my son is very clingy today which is going to be tough on him as i have a bungalow to clean and tidy. Must strip beds well! My washing pile is bigger then the Himalayas - did i mention the ironing pile lol!

Am going to check CP later as i have stuff to crack on with but af is gone apart from the bit of red when i wipe.

Must go have lots to do!x

Day 3

Sorry folks late on this blog! Had a busy choc filled day yesterday - felt a bit depressed so hid from the world as such.

Kids again were driving me batty - so i had that to contend with as well so i left them with ian and took the dogs out, it was a nice diversion anyway!

Af still there, but a lot lighter, cervix low firm and squidgy. How charming!

Day 2

Had a funny old day today, done nothing really until this afternoon when I took my dogs out for a good run. Takes my breath away when they bomb up the fields. 

It certainly helped get rid of the awful cramp and headache i've been suffering with all day anyway so I'm glad I got off my butt anyways.  

On the AF front anyway - ewww lol. Its defintely lighter then it was this morning. 3day of af already, hopefully gone in a day two so i can start planning how to seduce my husband! This is the fun part of TTC its the peeing on sticks and fingering myself to check my cervix which is wearing. And ive only been doing it a month looool!

But af, red,but lighter and a bit mucasy. Yuk. Cervix is high today. Hungar cravings i have had the last week have defintely subsided.

Day 1 - Boxing day

I want somewhere to write down my thoughts and feelings on planning for my 3rd baby. I know women have babies all the time, but each time i have. It's more special then the last time. It's like having christmas 2 days on the trot.

I got my period yesterday, I was ok about it knowing that the last month didnt count as me and tommo were so ill im surprised we did the deed at all.

But were on 1st day now of cycle and I hope this is the month that I do get pregnant as this TTC is hard work, with the charting, temping, checking cervical postion and then poas to check for ovulation. Mad.

Day 1 - 2nd day of af, heavy red. Headachey, tired.